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It was my idea to come pick you up & smoke today. You couldn’t have guessed that tho because I said less than 3 words to you the entire 2 hours you were in my presence. I didn’t know what to say. I didn’t know how to react. But I do know I wanted to kinda see you. I’m getting better at this whole leaving you alone thing tho. All I needed was time. & yes, to this day I wish things were different. If I could rewind time & do things again with you I would. But the you I knew before the attention changed you. We’re still young tho. There might be room for us later. & if you’re sittin there reading this right now, I guess hope still exists. But I don’t want to hear from you. Being friends doesn’t work because you always wanna argue. & I’m so warn out from all of it. But it was my idea. & I want you to know that if you ever needed me I’m here. That’s not going to change. Just talk to me more. I’m not going to look at you any different because I’ve seen the darkest & still accepted it. It’s part of the whole loving you no matter what thing. It gets hard at times but do not ever question my love for you. Happy late birthday.